THANKS ALLAH

alhamdulillah finlly habis jugak akhirnya dengan kejayaan yg bukan hak mutlak aku. terima kasih tuhan atas kejayaan ini dan kini aku bergelar degree holder. kejayaan yg bukan datang bergolek dan perlukan usaha dan kesabaran.terima kasih tidak terhingga untuk para pensyarah, rakan seangkatan,rakan ketika mentelaah dan untuk mama baba yang sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan aku.

insyaallah selepas ini jika diizinkan ALLAH aku akan sambung untuk professional certificate selama setahun dan kemudian insyaallah aku bisa mencapai cita cita ku sebagai seorang peguam :) sekarang masih bertatih dan aku tak akan berhenti berusaha untuk itu semua.untuk kegembiraan mama baba dan untuk kejayaan hidup aku dunia dan akhirat.aku takkan mengalah dan xakan berhenti selagi cinta ALLAH ada bersama ku <3

kejayaan dan kekayaan tak akan datang bergolek sebab semuanya bermula dengan usaha. aku percaya selagi kita berusaha ALLAH sentiasa akan membantu kita.jangan terlalu megah dengan apa yang kita ada dan apa yang kita capai sekarang sebab ini semua bukan hak mutlak kita.tp itu tak bermakna kita xperlukan usaha dan hanya berserah semata okay

LAGI DAN LAGI

yess! this is opening :D

we have bbq night yesterday and it was totally fun. tq so much to Puan Hasnah and her husband En Ismail for supported fund and also the preparation during the time and to her daughter also Cik Latifatul for the mash potatoes and the taste is so nice.next time we will order from you :)

pn.hasnah <3 en.ismail

Not forgotten for our true rare gangs thank you so much especially to my dear Ruhul Hayat as he the one who setting those preparation first and to sir Fuad who is always messing me of thank you for the "S" sweet escape and assisted Hayat and he is the president of this Bbq night's programme and also to those who is directly involved on that night sir Syarif, sir Azizi, sir Syafik and my beloved bff miss Safinas.thanks gang <3. we really enjoy on that night.oh btw thank juga kpd tetamu yg tidak diundang encik2 tikus dan cockroach oke  :)

fuad & azizi

ruhul hayat

zana

syarif

safinas
 

makanan laut

pengangkang

tukang karut

operator

okay, it just not stop with the Bbq that night but then we have went to Cyber Cafe or CC. the boys said that they want to BERPERANG so me and safinas went together and we also having fun there :)

ninja warrior

warriors

* overall we have enjoyed the weekend completely! 

SANGAT

sebenarnya banyak sangat benda nak story tapi tak sempat memandangkan aku siang sibuk mencari duit untuk sambung belajar lagi dan bila malam aku akan sentiasa tutup mata.anyway i'll come back :)


*  SUSAH BETUL BELAJAR UNTUK TAK AMBIL KISAH PASAL ORANG YANG KITA SAYANG!

weekend

yeah coming today as i've been busy for these 3days, dah berkerjaya la katakan. oh anyway this Sunday i've no plan yet, but it just one thing crossing my mind that should i go to the belia fiest dekat Putrajaya sana? kalau kawan2 nak pergi depends jugakla pada kerajinan aku :)

oh semalam malam aku bersama sapinas kak long dan yange berlari2 ke OU untuk Karak's film. biasalah bab cerita horror ni aku xkan tutup mata tapi sebaliknya tutup telinga mungkin sbb sound effects dia lah en.totally it was a nice story cuma timbul persoalan tak logik di sebalik logik. apa taknya en tautau Zura tu je yg hidup.itu mcm xada hal sangat tp yg pelik sekarang en pe jadahnya hantu nak kacau hantu en? xada kerja ke apa? cth mcm scene Ida tengah nak madi sambil nyanyi lagu hujan oh hujan tetiba lak nenek kebayan tu kacau dia dah tu kacau sampai mati pulak en. mcm xberapa nak munasabah sangat.andai KRU STUDIO tu open request table aku akan tanya benda ni la rasanya. kenapa nenek kebayan tu sibuk kacau roh2 kawan zura tupadahal status diaorg sama dah. tapi ending dia menyayat hati jugaklah.overall aku boleh bagi 4 bintang setengah untuk cerita ni.apa apa pun congrate untuk KRU sbb berjaya menghasilkan filem seram yg agak lain montaj nya :)

* TINGGI MANA PUN PANGKAT DARJAT MANUSIA DEKAT DUNIA NI TAK PERLU NAK DIBANGGA SANGAT SEBAB ITU SEMUA PINJAMAN,SO JANGAN BUAT MUKA TAK MALU, TQ

BKSG :P

:)

Alhamdulillah. finally i'm hired. terima kasih ya ALLAH.semoga saya tak lagi terpesong jauh dari MU amin <3

KERJA

kerja oh kerja! baru aku tau susahnya cari kerja walaupun kerja kosong merata en. sementara menunggu penyambungan pengajian professional bulan Sept ni, aku berhajat lah nak cari kerja buat isi rasa bosan kat rumah. dah dekat 2minggu aku menjelajah shah alam dan jugak aku mengusha mudah.com jobstreet bagai tapi masih buntu. hope ada rezeki kali ni. yang penting aku dah usaha.ALLAH kan suka orang yang berusaha.so jangan menggelabah sangat la en.pheww

* SELAGI ADA USAHA ALLAH PASTI AKAN BAGI JALAN PADA HAMBANYA.USAHA DOA & TAWAKKAL.ALLAH TAU THE BEST!

MASALAH KEGEMUKAN

pergi manamana jumpa orang yang dikenali tapi yang lama tak dijumpai mesti akan cakap macamni  "makin tembam dah", "asal gemuk sangat ni", "ya allah, kenapa kembang sangat ni". dah mula dah terfikir gemuk sangat dah ke aku ni? tatau mana silap lagi lagi minggu peperiksaan haritu memang habis habisan makan je,sbb kalau xmakan xboleh berfikir :D

masuk soal nak menurunkan berak badan? rasanya tiap2 tahun dalam senarai azam tahun baru benda ni mesti termasuk "AKU NAK KURUS" tp tak nampak pun outcome( tatau apa istilah melayu) nya. nafsu makan tu terlalu besar sebab mama aku pesan kan selagi hidup makanlah yang mana boleh makan, nikmatilah apa yang boleh dinikmati. mama aku ni kadangkadang dia menyokong aku kadangkadang dialah orang yang kritik aku dengan mengatakan pening kepala dia tengok aku asyik ulang alik ke dapur.

ZAMAN KURUS DULU DULU

 ZAMAN KEGEMUKKAN ZAMAN SEKARANG

konklusi nya aku rasa aku patut kurangkan nafsu makan aku.sbb dah mcm kritikal sangat ni.tong dram pun xmcm size aku.sabau jela.

* TAK KISAH APA ORANG KATA ASAL KITA BAHAGIA TAPI KITA KENA KISAH JUGAK APA YANG ORANG KATA KALAU KATA KATA DIA TU MEMBANTU UNTUK KITA RASA LEBIH BAHAGIA, en :D

SEPETANG BERSAMA

petang minggu dihabiskan dengan masa bersama gang sempoi di One Utama, sekitar Taman Rimba Riang Damansara Utama dan lokasi terakhir menghabiskan sisa petang dan maghrib di rumah salah seorang ahli gang iaitu mr.fuad.tq Cik Pah untuk minum petang yang ala ala dinner tu, mmg enjoy habis harini. terima kasih untuk kawan kawan semua :)

sempat lagi <3

OU bowling times :)

ewaaah!

ice cream di taman rimba riang.

<3

happy banget <3

tadaaaa <3

last destination,fuad in the house :)

* we have spent a lot of sadness, happiness, harshness and i can be honestly speaking that everything we do, it will be cooperated. and alhamdulillah we are growing fine and we are just about a sibling. BFF sangat tau,sayang you you all <3

YANG DATANG PASTI AKAN PERGI

we are going up and down.i read issue regarding landslides at Hulu Langat. it was so sad and i'm very sympathy regarding that issue. whose know after a few years from what was happen at Bukit Antarabangsa and now the same thing had occurred again. for those family of the victims sangat sangat takziah diucapkan and for those who are been killed in the incident we pray for them semoga roh ditempatkan di tempat orang beriman and AL-FATIHAH.

* setiap yang datang akan pergi setiap yang hidup pasti akan kembali.semua ini sudah ditetapkan oleh ALLAH. kehidupan tak kan semestinya berakhir dengan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan dan tidak semestinya kesusahan yang sentiasa dihadapi akan berakhir juga dengan penderitaan.ALLAH itu maha kaya dan setiap  apa yang DIA tentukan semuanya ada hikmah disebaliknya.mudah mudah han kita ini adalah golongan yang tabah :)

TAK AKAN TERGANTI

KAU BUKAN HANYA SEKADAR INDAH DAN YANG PASTI KAU TAK AKAN TERGANTI, RUHUL HAYAT BIN ISMAIL <3

the only <3

:)

alhamdulillah now we are <3

* i wont to expect more from this relationship. pray hard and we attempt as we can to maintain this relationship until there is a fate which wrote that we are no longer able being together. insyaallah, if he is created as my destiny, i do believe no matter what and hard time we will face he will remains with me. what i can say he is the best man i met and i truly want that only him who will company me for the rest of my life time <3

MENTAL DISCRIPTION

i went to one interview for store clerk position. during the interview i was asking with so many questions especially on ability if i have appointed with that position.while the interviewer following my resume then one of them says "opps u're qualified person, i bet that u will not stay long with this company,it's maybe for 2years or maybe 1year and maybe 6months", pfffft indeed in my heart i said it's less than that,only 4months lah en.

for how long i'll work there is not an issue.what i had argued on that time was about "u're qualified person and u're not suit with the position offered".

i don't think that if u are qualified person u are only entitle to the highest position. i argued on that time, where i said if all the factories and the companies have this mentality how do people who are named as "qualified" will learn and get an experience even from a basic level. if they are qualified so they are not able to work at a low standard level,isn't it? sometimes i do ask my self is it wrong way that i'd taken by study until this far way then i can only apply a position that applicable to qualified person? haih susahla mcm ni. nak cari pengalaman pun susah juga.and maybe that's one of the reasons why fresh graduated students are not get job yet. people do keep laming that fresh graduated are choosy, in fact we who are facing this kind of problem know it better.so stop blame us. bukan tak usaha bukan xpernah cuba but when u bring ur resume and all the certificates you have, people whoever has this mentality problem stop from hire you.akak jugak en salah!

aku percaya pada rezeki.insyaallah selagi we have attempt for it kita akan berjaya :). the next steps i'll take "jom pergi cari kerja dengan hanya menggunakan sijil SPM".jgn sijil SPM aku pun dipertikaikan jugak nnt,mmg sampai ketua lah aku belajar jawapnya xyah kerja.sekian

ALHAMDULILLAH

now you are, PN.HANIS RAKIMAN :*

a sign <3

a sign <3

she's yours now :)

inas & anis

i love you,cousin<3

she's nervous

gadis2 manja

alhamdulillah and really thankful and praise to ALLAH.everything done smoothly and now,ur responsibility as a wife is started.good luck sayang <3

MARRIAGE

she will be a married women about 7hours from now. even though i'm being silent it doesn't means i'm in opposition side instead i'm truly happy for your marriage dear. u are the best cousin i have but from now on i am not the one who will care of u. i'm happy and a lil bit mad and sad on your decision. But this is your fate and i wish all the best and SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU HANIS & SAHEED and i will pray for ur happiness cousin <3


* we can blame people for whatever wrongful act but we must believe instead that all the thing happen in the hand of ALLAH.

OKAY

it goes up and done, right and wrong.but this kind of feeling will not ever turn OFF <3

.EVERAFTER.

The thing is i can't stand it anymore tq.

 

Some Day You'll Love Me

But I Won't Love You

Time will make you forget me but 

time will make me love you more than before.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. 

If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, 

my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

Forget who hurt you yesterday, 

But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,

but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever.

The hardest part of loving someone is knowing when to let go, 

and knowing when to say goodbye.

No pleassure, no expressions just an illusion of what should of but wasnt.

I hate you for not letting me have you.

Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, 

Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now you are not the same. 

Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,

Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend.

The day you finally decide to love me will be the day 

after the day I have given up on chasing you

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody 

but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...

I had a dream and it was about you ... 

I smiled and recalled the memories we had ... 

then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why? 

Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...